There we go again

It seems to me that I’m not fully letting go. Letting go in this case is coming to term and accepting that what happened was good. I want to know what was going on. I wanted to know his original intention. I want to know why he did what he did. I want to understand him. It seems to me that I can’t let go yet. I kept going back to it. I don’t know what I want from him. What do I need from him. My heart is hurting again. I want to know. I do. May be I need to go to a therapist after all.

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