The interesting part is that incompatibility is still something that isn’t cleared cut with me. I may not be the most important that he will not go out to do many things. Yet, there are times in which I still wanted to hang out/ talk to him. It’s very weird.
I don’t know if this is simply something I am used to or I just miss the guy again. It seems like. And I don’t want to settle. The question is should I simply do what I want to do to just ask to hangout or should I choose what is in the long run even though I may not know for sure.
This is the dilemma of the story. I want to hangout with him. For some reason.
He is not the type of person that I might end up with. That’s the sad truth of it all. I do love him. Maybe to some extent. I don’t know if it’s the symptom of missing being with someone or I am missing him.
Right now I didn’t want to hang out with anybody. It only seems to be just with him. I didn’t initiate to hangout or anything. So, I think I’m just going to simply try very hard to ignore him. To ignore this temporary feeling. Why would I keep going back when the last time it was a roller coaster. Did you not learn anything.