Vent

Sometimes, doubt or negativity is something I need to watch out for. They shouldn’t have a hold on me. People will think what they want to think. I can’t control that. All I can try to do is how I choose to interpret certain data. If is it useful, I will stored it on file. If it is junk, then it is going to the trash.

I want to be a good writer. A writer that communicates with majority of people. Random thought.

Anyhow, back to topic. It doesn’t matter what people think of what I am doing or my work. It doesn’t even matter. It only truly matters to what it matter and important to me. Do what I do, the thing I believed in. Is it something I find passionate. Is it something I am excited, feel the fire for. Does it empowers, excites, or motivates me. How does the work or the things I believed in makes me feel. It only matters when I find it matters. This is not a battle against others as much as, it can, but only if the moment is call for. It is battle against self.

I cannot live life free from other people. I need their interactions. I am starting to get confused a little. Hahaha. There is balance to everything. Enzyme operates the best when it is at their optimum pH level. We, too, works like enzyme. We can learn so much from God given nature. Philosophy as well. How nature works.

People probably won’t care what you have to say until they think you’re worth listening to. I learn that from one of my relatives. It is also their choice. I go to them once I know they’ll be able to offer or know what they’re talking about. You will learn what to talk about to different people.

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