At the end, I’ll continue to do what I want, right? When will this change? Jesus, I wanted to hang out with him because I miss him. Can I do that? Will I get hurt? Why do I throw myself onto someone like that? Is there no self worth what-so-ever? Do I even love myself? Do you love yourself or do you love him?
Why does it have to be this hard? Maybe it doesn’t have to be this hard at all? If I can just hangout because I wanted to.
Does he even wanted to hangout with me? I don’t even know.
I just wanted to watch movie with him? And will I be satisfy with just that when the movie ended? Answer yourself that.
Maybe if we talk?
Yes, I’ll be satisfy.
Will I except a no?
Will I be sad if he say no?
I would just f* it off?