I’m not sure if it’s because I was exhausted, hangried, or something else today. But at work this morning, I was feeling some the the above and it causes me to be snappy and frustrated. My energy has never been low like such, but perhaps some of us was feeling the same too. It has been an interesting day. Because I wasn’t as positive as I used to be. However, after work was an entire different ball game, well more of like after my 10-minute break of chocolate croissant and a little chat with a co-worker, I felt instantaneously better—not frustrated, gloomy, or hostile. Working at this job or should I say this location, situations get hectic, tense, and could be short circuit at times. I would say that it has been the experience that money cannot purchase. Did I tell you that I’ve wanted to work as a dentist or a surgeon, even though I’m leaning a bit more towards surgery. Anyhow, perhaps dentistry is my calling that God knew I would be most satisfied. I am honestly not sure which direction to take. I’m either being stubborn or still question and not trusting enough that perhaps God has already given me big signs but I still refused to see/work toward. Maybe that is the case… I need to pray more regarding this big decision in life. Somehow, I think that God truly intended for me to work at this job. This job really tested who I am as a person—my ability to work and still stay relative stable during pressure. It’s not easy but it does most of the time went by quickly. I am thankful and I’m learning more about myself—how I feel, my triggers, and what I still really really need to work and improve on. I’m getting itchy being outside typing this. I’m done for now, maybe I will get back to it later.
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I am pursuing a bachelor degree at Texas Tech University. I am majoring in General Studies on a Pre-Medical track. I want to be a surgeon. I started this blog my sophomore year of college in my dorm's laundry room while machines were running loudly, however, I was still able to focus on what's important--starting my first ever blogging experience. I was reading an article about how students can often get stuck in college life while becoming oblivious to what's going on outside or once they graduated. I want this blog to be a mean of investment, but it has turned to be something so much more. It has become my personal, 22 dollars annually therapist sessions. It has become my supportive-best friend. I am interested in sharing my experiences (brokenness, happiness) as well as connecting with you. Hopefully, my site and stories can benefit you. I hope that my experiences (heart breaks, boys' problems, disappointments) reach you. I prayed that through hard times, we're still hopeful, knowing that we serve an unchangeable, constant, never-ever-changing God of the universe. I hope that my experiences and honesty can touch, reach, and love you. It is through this brokenness that makes me excited to live and keep going. My uttermost importance in life is to live a meaningful life full of growth. No matter which allies I get lost in, I know I will eventually find the hill. I live for the sole purpose of growth, until I die. People can say I'm delusional or whatever, I don't care. I know I am living my LIFE. It's MY LIFE and I am the protagonist of my story. No one is going to write it for me. I always wanted to travel. I hope to be able to do that in the future. I have this passion to help the sick (mentally and physically) and to help them redeem their life once more--to give them a chance to live a better life and to make a better decision. To give them a chance to love themself better just like God has given me uncountable chance to live again, again, and again, and again. I don't want to just live life, I want to LIVE LIFE. I want to experience it all. View all posts by MyPitching.Blog