i wrote, but more like type for 3 days straight. It’s very interesting indeed. I guess i have more to say these past three days. But what am i about to say. I believe, no, i know, we’re all individually made. However, in those uniqueness, improvement still is needed within those uniqueness. Somehow or another, God shown me what i need to see and hear. I know that betterment if self wont stop. I feel like it would ruined my individuality but in reality we always grow. That’s why our taste in music changes. Weird. I like to admit that i like change, and i fact, i enjoy it. I do. However, when it comes to changing who i am, but more like improving who i am. I felt vulnerable and reluctant. I felt as if what makes me who i am and uniquely me will make me boring and ordinary. It’s a scary thought. I can feel things and yes, i can be emotional. But it’s more of how i deal with them in a way. Im ok for the most part, am i tho. Or am i trying to hide something i rather forget about. I don’t want to say i’m ok when i was afraid. Im afraid of what mean improvement. I believe God is in control. It takes courage to admit. I admit that i need courage to admit that i need to change for good to be better. Im glad i get to type this out.
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Living the Life God has for me. Saying yes to Him. Growing with Him. Messing-up but have Him to go to and Pray to. Probably eating soft serve Oreos Ice Creams on fast food chains or the equivalent of Pringle sour cream and onion, but better. Beside these catch phrases, my blog is like my diary. It is a way for me to gain perspectives of situations I'm going through, to understand my feelings and to correct them. View all posts by MyPitching.Blog