There is fear, fear of the unknown, of insecurity, of struggling financially. I don’t know what I’ll be doing from now. I just know that I can’t “chill.” I know what I can’t settle even if it will be easy to do. I kept sneezing blood. I don’t know if it’s just to hot that my blood vessel in the nose expand or what. I’ve thought of idea of a job. This one would fit almost my every box. But I don’t know if I’ll be good to sustain it. Where do I even start. I need to rely upon God in this time of uncertainty and fear. There is anxiety settling in the more I think about it. I don’t know if I made the right choice.
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